the picking up of half-done puzzles
would so much quicker be,
if puzzle-makers packaged puzzles
in boxes without need
of holding open with one hand
while filling with the other
doubling the time it takes
from night-night to the sofa, so
in a jiffy
bag and not box will end up, this one.
why do puzzle-makers add such devilry
perhaps they need their own fun?
parents do not have the answer:
conundrum.
We listened to Florence and the Machine
Over, and over, and over again
With the moment and the music
It all seemed to mean
something,
something again
My love, the moment and the music
must end, and always do
leaving ordinary stories
and our ordinary glue.
two paupers stirred by others’ lyrics
yet these are penned in their own image.
up high.
too high
what started as wonder
has caught her
under her skirts
now holds her
or doesn’t.
at her feet
a path, become parapet.
two sheets
to the wind
listing, now.
he is talking. faster
realising – wait –
but surely the words,
like his hands,
must reach her –
in time;
that is how he will render it.
Berlin did it, 61-89
And Brexit might do it.
N’Eire-do-well:
Humpty Dumpty falls off, hard or soft.
Donald wants one
for his American dream
a national emergency! southern insurgency!
(build it up,
with iron and steel?)
In my new garden I want one too.
Some nice tall fences
To shut out the neighbours
love them as one must –
an Englishwoman’s home
is her castle, remember
(planning permission is in
for the moat).
been waiting in the cold a while
a doorstep ornament.
trying not to look, nor look as if,
I might be trying to peer in
paranoia. just me to see me here
these are misted windows.
curtains for a conversation
I’ll hear second-hand, third person
front door, stage door, exit only
swiftly shut, like all good endings.
all ready then? you say,
still smiling. rhetorical question –
no choice but to stand here waiting
when not invited in
no choice but to follow you away again
and pretend I didn’t peer in.
My daughter sat in a box this evening
pretending it was a ship
captain as yet of her impatient soul
mistress still, of her fate
I looked at the box when she was sleeping
picturing, if I once more might fit,
whence would I glide in my cardboard empire –
which pirates and treasure would await
away from this land of imprisoned grown-ups
whose days do not tolerate dreams
map-reading blind, with faulty compass;
making the best of our worst-laid plans.
In,
‘I couldn’t be without him’
there is such certainty.
adamant, ad-amant.
a superlative
turning question into statement
at what – why, at any price.
must it be so unconditional,
my love,
must it?
passion is not lived in a vacuum.
forsaking all others
but some prior claimants
are born of our own flesh and blood.
define silent –
certainly not golden.
constant interruptions
wallclocks, plumbing
sounds we never heard
curling up for the evening
certainly not golden.
do i clatter so, to stir the children,
hoping for occupation in noisy scolding?
what are you doing out of bed
you have school in the morning –
they sleep on. faces smoothed
by sweet night visions
simple needs met
constant inconscience
not golden. no,
unless fool’s gold
then I want for nothing:
you promised me so.
the hands lifting the window-shade
do so gently, but firmly.
I am either half-asleep
or half-awake
kept in one or the other
by these coworkers.
disturbed, but – in this heat –
barely. the window-shade
is a puppet. buffeted, each time,
just those few inches:
enough to defeat its only purpose
seemingly with little protest.
